Depression

You come as a thief in the night though the sun has yet to set

seeking to take that which I've managed to gather for myself.

I could allow you in but I've no regards for you one way or another.

I can ignore your presence and allow you to wreak havoc in my orderly existence

or deal with you and prove that I'm capable of withstanding your presence.

Do your worst by me, intrude upon my life, but don't expect easy access

or an unguarded place in which you can return any time you please.

I recognize you for what you are and understand you but that doesn't mean

that I must accept you or have to allow you substance and place.

You would seek to control, to take over the better things I've managed

but life has provided me with stronger means by which to defeat you.

Gain admittance if you can and bring your darkness into my life

but be forewarned that I'm vigil and you'll not find residence here.